This month my late husband and I would have celebrate the 16 years of marriage. As I sit here reflecting on his life and our life together, I would have never thought that I would be where I am today. I can't begin to tell you how devastating it is to lose your kids father and your best friend. Especially when it is someone that you grew up with and that you knew most of your life. If someone would have told me at that time that I would be emotionally where I am today I